FINALLY!! It comes... the story i mean...

Well, It finally comes! You guys (whoever you are) have been patient with me for months now after i repeatedly say that i was gonna talk about them... WELL, I'm gonna let it out now... THE TRUTH!! THE PAIN AND THE STORY ABOUT ME ULTIMATE CRUSH (so far... who knows when i'm gonna have another one)!!!!

OK, we'll go with No.3 first since hers will be quicker..
Now, how should i start?
Ah, Here we go..
It was perhaps love at first sight....(stole this from me trial paper..never mind). Her name was Nur Amira Ibrahim(i think.. didn't payed much attention to the last part) and she was my third crush. How did we meet.. well, we were in the same class, and apparently falling for her was inevitable... even one my friends fell for her, and he was the religious one (not that it matters). So yeah... i got to know her and got comfortable with her, but i didn't act like how i would normally act like.. i was crazy for this girl to the point i actually swallowed down plastic just to impress her(didn't do shit, just made her think i was some sort of nut). Yeah, i was head over heels for her.. Till the fateful trip to Langkawi on which i heard from me friend that she was goin out with someone.... yeah, that totally just tore my heart out... I was soooooo STUPID to think i could go out with a girl like her... but i gotta try... After that, i tried confessing to her (which failed) and tried to forget her.. but that never happened till i heard she split with her boyfriend.. as soon as i heard about that, well, i felt happy, not cause she was single (and if ur reading this, i'm really sorry i was happy for ur break-up, not that i was, i was to hear about it and yeah.... I wasn't happy, that came out wrong, more like i wasn't happy for ur break-up... just i felt.. lighter.. yeah), but instantly at that moment..i just got over her.. half a month later, i met her again it felt great talking to her like a friend would..
SO that pretty much the story of mira.. besides the nicknames i always called her by (thought it was stupid and never did it again...), i left nothing out..

But now goes the story of one of my greatest, most painful crushes of all.... next time.... HAHHAHAHAHAH, THOUGHT I WOULD TELL U, WELL SUCK IT!! AHHAAHHAA... ahem.... sorry...

Story continues once the problem is sorted out.. waht problem... no fuckin idea, just know there's a problem and gotta sort it out first before me mind could write properly... anyways

ADIEU BITCHES~

Ginni (part 2) and numbers 2 & 4

SO, continuing from where we left off..
I started liking... how did i know this... well, my heart beats fast when i'm around her, i feel nervous when i'm close to her... and i always have these weird romantic imagination that had something to do with me and her (it's not sex, i can tell you that.. wasn't horny or into any of those things at that time.. the most extreme thing would be kissing, and not the frenchy one).

But bad news struck. Somewhere near the Winter break, my dad told me the news that we were gonna leave Jakarta and move back to M'sia.....
My world instantly went upside down....
I haven't finished my school year yet.... i haven't gotten into middle school yet.... i haven't told Ginni yet....

The next day, i decided to throw a farewell party.. I invited a few friends, Ginni included...
So they all came to my house. Two of my best buds, a korean dude, an indo-mix girl and Ginni... We all played game (i lost to a girl.. she was pretty good), ate some KFC and started to play Make believe.. u kno us kids, imagination and shit... after that, everyone went away and i was left wit me two best friends...

During the Winter break, i stayed at a Hotel till we were ready to go... UNTIL my dad got news that i could stay in Indonesia... TILL I FINISHED 6th grade.... Only a year, but i couldn't careless..

After the winter break, i surprised everyone that i wasn't leaving and... yeah... happy days.... till the "that" day came...

My dad passed away and i immediately went back to m'sia on the day of the funeral.. which was the next day...

SO, that was pretty much the end of Ginni.. i don't know wat happened to her after that day.... i've lost all contact of friends.. cept for one very close friend of mine..

I was schooless for the next 3 months... then i rolled into sri garden... at June... somewhere after their holiday... That's where i met my next crush..

EVERYBODY, please give a warm welcome tooooooo...... Mimi SHAKIRA..RA...Ra...ra...

Yeah well, sue me, i liked the girl.. Now this was love at first sight for me... but quickly ended after, what, 2 to 3 months i think... i was too focus on trying to not get bullied, or just understanding the language..

ok, lets review... my first crush was a girl named Ginni.... a red-head.. american? canadian? well, all i know she was a red-head with freckles and braces.... but i liked her..
the 2nd one would be MIMI SHAKIRA~ she was hot and i fell for her... end of story..

I'll skip the third for now, cause it's a loooong story, so yeah..
The forth however..... WAS MISS MILEY CYRUS~ i mentioned it in my blog a loooooongg time ago... fell for her through tv.... was AWESOME~ but she had a bf who, and i quote, MIGHT BE THE "ONE"... ah well, too bad..
Now, i just feel like i wanna go jamming with her... u kno, guitar to guitar, she sings and play guitar and something like that... maybe one day... might be possible...

well that raps up pretty much most of the crushes... be speaking to yous guys.... NEXT TIME~

1...My first crush~ (Ginni) part 1

Did you ever experience this feeling. It did not come from anywhere at all... It just suddenly SMACK up on your face and then it starts.... love at first sight.. of course, in my situation, it wasn't first sight.. we were in the same class, so yeah.. it wasn't love at first sight.. hells no... IT WAS JUST SOME STUPID ARROW THAT JUST SO HAPPEN TO HIT ME BY THE EFFING HEART!!! How did this happen, you ask (whoever you are), well, let me start it at a new paragraph..

How bout i start with the cliche, "It was the summer of bla bla bla bla...."...... NAH! i'll start it the way i've always had... MY WAY!!

K, here's how it happen...

But before the story starts (I know you guys are thinking, "WTF man! JUST START IT ALREADY), i just want you guys to know that this story will be sad in a pathetic state and anti-climatic.... so yeah..

NOW the story begins.

Now, Ginni and I were never close to each other.. AT ALL, hells, i didn't even know her name before... EVEN THOUGH WE WERE CLASSMATES!! i didn't really paid much attention.. cause you know boys... girls are gross, violence is awesome.... superman and batman are both wearing underwear outside their suits.... yeah, i was a kid.... and this thing happened when i was 11... so yeah.. this is how it goes. My 5th grade Teacher, Mr. Ben, a buff aussie teacher who is my homeroom teacher, told us to make a story on our own. So, to gives us some tips, he asked some of the seniors from the high-school section of our school (Primary and Secondary were in different sections, so yeah) to show us some examples of a story. We were divided by two ppl with two seniors. Each senior has a story, so each student were selected randomly for the seniors. You know wat that means... you've guessed it, Ginni and I were both assigned to two seniors together.

It didn't happen right away, like i mentioned earlier. I know Ginni cause she was my classmate.. that was pretty much it. I don't know her. No b'day (not that i rmbr), no horoscope or sum shit.. just classmates is all... i still don't know her even now, and i will tell you why after this part...

Continuing on, Ginni and i were both assigned to these two senior. One was a slightly fat dude and the other was a girl... don't rmbr much on the appearance though. So, we said hi, talk about being a kid, then they started with their story. Mind you, my memory of that day was a bit foggy due to the point that it was a long time ago and i wasn't known for having a great memory.. of stuff... Continuing on, the girl told us her story. I think it was about the first day of school or sum shit. About how she was all nervous like and how at the end, she finally got used to the changes in life. After she was done, it was the fat dude's turn. At first, he didn't seem like the type to talk about love, but he did talked about it. He showed pictures of his character and his best friend, all friendly like until one day, his character fell for her. At first, the friend rejected him, cause she was afraid. Afraid that their relationship as friends would be ruin and stuff. But the story progress on, they both got closer, then he ended with the typical, children fairytale ending "They lived happily ever after".... I didn't notice it at first, but when the story ended, i was looking at Ginni... that was the moment i fell in love for her.... for the first time in my life....

WHOA!!!! HOLYMILF!!! THAT WAS LONG~ AND ONLY PART 1!!! ahahhhaahahhah, i talk a lot.. well, this was the first part of the story, the other part i will write another time. keep watch friends!

1,2,3,4....5?

Everyone has someone they had a crush on. Whether it's your childhood friend.. ur friend's sister... some girl at school.. OR A FUCKIN CELEBRITY!!! but that does not erase the fact that that person is the one that makes ur heart BEAT like a speed-metal drummer, with each thump earning to be closer to the person.. Crushes hurt, that's why they call it a CRUSH!!!! GET IT! HAHAHA..... lame.... yeah, crushes hurt, and through out my whole life... there have been 4 girls that made my heart yearn to be close to them.... to be around them... and i will talk about them.... IN ANOTHER POST!! HAAHAAHAAAHAAHHA!!! You thought i would say it NOW!!! well, was planning to... BUT! I feel like this way is a lot more fun... SO STAY TUNE FOLKS! This random idiot will post it depending on his mode... oh and he will can post it best when he's in a bad mode....... LIKE SHIT MODE~

SAYOZZZ B's!!