Monday, July 26, 2010

3...2..1..poof! i got nothin to say

I got nothing to say.. first time actually... no words... no long paragraphs.. no story... nothin.. empty.. i mean, not like i don't want to say anything.. just, there is nothing to say.. or was is "was" nothing to say?

i don't know.... i just to feel anything at the moment... i thought maybe posting this would do something... at least i'm saying something (or typing)....

so empty, yet so full.. it's like oxygen, no better yet, air in a glass... there's nothing there but at the the same time there is something... there is air.. oxygen..those small percentage of gasses and air all mixed into one small glass.. yet all u see is nothing but an empty glass...

that's is how my head feels like... i'm not sayin i'm stupid or anything like that.. i just have these invisible, shapeless thoughts, but their not concrete, so i don't have anything in my mind... but for a guy who got nothing to say, i really have a lot to say (the irony)..

first time, i think, that i felt this numb... i'm not hurt... i just don't feel anything.. weird.. I'm probably just thinking too much to the point i don't want to think anymore...

i dunno.. so empty, yet so full.. my head hurts, but it feels numb..
What is this feeling...?
3, 2, 1 and poof, i got nothng... words could express this feeling, but i got no facial emotions to show it...

Weird...

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