Unexpected query, Long-winded Answer

I try to make it a routine to write on my blog. This blog has been around for a while now and i should at least make the most of it. Who know what happens to this guy when i don't visit it once in a while, update the random shit that goes through my mind. So what on today's menu? Well, a full-course of bullshit and questions i have yet to answer with a side of philosophical quip covered with a hint of melancholy as a topping. Sounds delicious, eh? So what are "we" waiting for, let's dig in~

Well, I was asked something I should have the answer to, but have forgotten it's existence for a while now. "Do you like writing?". This was asked by a fellow employee of mine who also happen to be an actor (Surprise~). I was hesitant at first, but than i gave back a vague reply on how i have a knack for writing (as told by me lecturers)..

So, do I like to write? Of course I do. Its the one thing i've always enjoyed, besides gaming, hentai, music and martial arts. When i write, the letters that form into word in which becomes a sentence allows me to "create" a world out of nothing. I can allow my imagination to run wild, guns blazing at sight, worrying about nothing except petty grammar mistakes and proper story structures. I like to write. I LOVE TO WRITE. Although, i don't show it as much as i hoped. The hunchbacked-glasses wearing nerd look is being rocked by a whole range of various misunderstood, shy, awkward fools who keep what they love a secret due to some complex. And then there's the pretenders who have no idea the meaning of the word "Nerd" or "Geek" and simply flung it around as they flow with the trend of today. Fucking liars.

 Anyway, I don't want to sound cheesy, but writing allows me to express myself. THere, I said it. Those damn 5 words that allows people to understand that i'm not just any nerd, but a sensitive, introvert who has a complex with letting people within his shell and does nothing about it (this is sorta off topic, but what the hay). I have an encyclopedia of things to write. A whole universe of stories to share. The thing is, i can't find the right...structure...or...substance to resurrect them. And everytime i do have the substance, it usually doesn't last long. Only a day or two and they die out. Odd, is it not? I'm referring to the idea in my head as "them" or "they". I think its something that all writers have. The habit of looking at their stories as living things.

So, I love to write (yay, an answer), but I don't know to what extent (boo, another dead end). I mean, i've already written a whole essay on why i love to write, so i'm good..right? (no pun intended)...I guess i'll delve into it a bit longer before i can consider my answer. god forbids, i'll find something in this stupid brain of mine worthy of an answer to all this foolish queries.

 Random Fool signing off~