and then there's 5

Name:Foo Li Ann
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Relationship:Friend, Close Friend...and Crush..
Relationship status...? i don't know, she says she's not goin out with anyone but others say she is.. that just means she is... ok... now it begins..

Ok, remember how i kept on continuously mention about the 5 crushes in my life and how i went through each of them.. and remember how i was always saying that i was gonna tell u guys about it.. well, here is the last one... and if i still have more to say, this could might as well be my last one, but who knows for sure...

Foo Li Ann, i mostly don't call her through that name... why? I don't feel comfortable..reason being..i just don't...alright alright, i just don't feel right calling her by her name.. weird right? I know, i don't get it either. So what do i call her? Well, i don't keep track of the names i call her but i do remember some. There's Geena (her name she used during her days playing Ragnarok..her dark days, but she made plenty of friends, so i heard), i call her Girl, Sticks, Legs, Chopstick (not sure she remember this one, it was like a year ago), women, as well as pet names like Love (just started recently due to the influence of the series Lie To Me when the main character calls some people, mostly girls, love), hon, and other normal ones like dude, guy, man, mac... yeah, it's weird, but i don't feel right callin her name..

Now enough about what i call her.. now is the real thing.
I met her durin my second year in Sri Garden. I was awkward around everyone and i still don't trust no one... I still felt like i was the new boy around school. Eventually i befriended with these two cousins and followed one of them to her boyfriend's class every morning b4 school starts.. And there is where it all began. How i met her is still a blur to me. She said that she knows me during our trip to melaka, and i knew her before that trip, but i met her during one of the meetings with Lara's (my "lil' sis" and one of the cousins i befriended during form 1) boyfriend, who is currently one of my friends as well. We started to get to know each other by form 2, when we were both in the same class. Including were my bro, Wai Yu, and an awesome lad my the name of Jason, Jace for short. The Checker Chick days.. the reason behind that name was because of Liann's winged checkered heart design.. it was fun.. Form 2 was the best of my years.. 3 awesome best friends, cool school life.. it felt like the first time i started to live.. it felt right.. that was until..well...the split..

Form 3, all of us we assigned to different classes cept for me and Liann (lucky!). I was sad, but at least i was with someone i know. This was the year i met Amira... fell for her and apparently Liann's best friend... she won't admit it but deep down she really is her best friend.. so starts my heartbreak days and then starts the split.. It was on Jace's birthday and we all planned to go out to watch a movie. It was me, Lara, Wai Yu, Liann, Liyana, Ben (Liyana's bf) and Jace, who came a bit too late cause we didn't have enough seats. So instead of ditching the movie, she let hers go and just wandered off...but followin her were Lara n Wai Yu, who eventually became a couple that day... the group split into two and that was the sign our group...started to split..

Weeks later, something happened... Jace stopped hangin out with us.. I thought it was because he was hangin out with Hanif's group.. but it was more than that.. Apparently there was a slight argument amongst Liann, Wai Yu and Jace... it was some sort of love triangle or sumtin like that... i dunno... i never knew about it till the time we all went to our hiding place. We met Jace there alone and he didn't talk to us...well, to them... i wasn't part of the fight.. Eventually, we all grew apart..

By form 4, it was already clear... we had our own group to hang with.. Jace was with Hanif's group, Wai Yu got his own group as well.. all that was left in Checker Chicks were Liann and myself... eventually we had a fight amongst each other as well and we didn't talk to each other for 3 days or somethin like that...

Now what was the outcome of that fight? Well, it just started with me having a bright idea to look for Liann's house...why? I have no fuckin clue.. So off i was, lookin for Liann's house, but i didn't end up findin it.. But then i lied to liann sayin that i was outside her out but went back cause i was nervous to go inside (i might have left that last part out) which led to the big question...Do i like her..and i did not know how to answer that...but i did..for a long time, i like her...

Everytime i see her, my heart skips a beat, my day seems brighter, i couldn't wait to see her at school everyday.. add any cheesy lines and creepy/stalker quotes.. i was head over heels for her..and that was the problem...which sucks a lot...

I know it all to well.. I'm not a man in her eyes.. no, i'm her friend.. the "friend" that is there for her at certain times and was always hangin out with her.. i wasn't a man in her eyes..i was her "Bud"... it sucked i knew well it was stupid of me to have fallen in love (yes, i said love..or typed more like it) with her in the beginning.. Why? Because she already had eyes for another..

Form 5, group dispersed completely..but even when we are all not together, me and her, still the same class, the good friends.. close friends... i guess who we started hangin out with? HER Crush and his gang... who was that gang? Hanif's gang.. that's right, 3/4 of the Checker Chicks were all on the same group...I thought there was still hope for our group, but no... it never came... Checker Chicks was gone and all we have left were our memories..

Soon after, i started to understand that i shouldn't hang out with her.. i should just leave her alone... but NOOOO, i just have to stay with her. I just hafta... Eventually i couldn't handled it anymore and just let out...through skype..or was it fbchat... but then she knew and in a way, let me down easy.. now you might be thinkin, now that that's done, i could go on with my life with this burden off my chest.. i should have... but i didnt..

To this day, I, Sheikh Muhamad Azriq (OMG! My REAL NAME IS OUT!!) is still in love with Foo Liann, Close Friend and Comrade of the AC trilogy...as well as COD: Modern Warfare and such..

I told you it was complicated love... well, here ya go..
Thanks for being my friend and im sorry that i still have feelings for ya.. I love you as a friend as well as a man to a women... so yeah, I am REALLY SORRRY (no sarcasm added).. I don't like ur boyfriend, i enjoy your company and best of luck to you in National Service.. be safe, don't do anything stupid and always know that i'm still your friend, no matter the outcome....oh and sorry again..

FINALLY!! It comes... the story i mean...

Well, It finally comes! You guys (whoever you are) have been patient with me for months now after i repeatedly say that i was gonna talk about them... WELL, I'm gonna let it out now... THE TRUTH!! THE PAIN AND THE STORY ABOUT ME ULTIMATE CRUSH (so far... who knows when i'm gonna have another one)!!!!

OK, we'll go with No.3 first since hers will be quicker..
Now, how should i start?
Ah, Here we go..
It was perhaps love at first sight....(stole this from me trial paper..never mind). Her name was Nur Amira Ibrahim(i think.. didn't payed much attention to the last part) and she was my third crush. How did we meet.. well, we were in the same class, and apparently falling for her was inevitable... even one my friends fell for her, and he was the religious one (not that it matters). So yeah... i got to know her and got comfortable with her, but i didn't act like how i would normally act like.. i was crazy for this girl to the point i actually swallowed down plastic just to impress her(didn't do shit, just made her think i was some sort of nut). Yeah, i was head over heels for her.. Till the fateful trip to Langkawi on which i heard from me friend that she was goin out with someone.... yeah, that totally just tore my heart out... I was soooooo STUPID to think i could go out with a girl like her... but i gotta try... After that, i tried confessing to her (which failed) and tried to forget her.. but that never happened till i heard she split with her boyfriend.. as soon as i heard about that, well, i felt happy, not cause she was single (and if ur reading this, i'm really sorry i was happy for ur break-up, not that i was, i was to hear about it and yeah.... I wasn't happy, that came out wrong, more like i wasn't happy for ur break-up... just i felt.. lighter.. yeah), but instantly at that moment..i just got over her.. half a month later, i met her again it felt great talking to her like a friend would..
SO that pretty much the story of mira.. besides the nicknames i always called her by (thought it was stupid and never did it again...), i left nothing out..

But now goes the story of one of my greatest, most painful crushes of all.... next time.... HAHHAHAHAHAH, THOUGHT I WOULD TELL U, WELL SUCK IT!! AHHAAHHAA... ahem.... sorry...

Story continues once the problem is sorted out.. waht problem... no fuckin idea, just know there's a problem and gotta sort it out first before me mind could write properly... anyways

ADIEU BITCHES~

1,2,3,4....5?

Everyone has someone they had a crush on. Whether it's your childhood friend.. ur friend's sister... some girl at school.. OR A FUCKIN CELEBRITY!!! but that does not erase the fact that that person is the one that makes ur heart BEAT like a speed-metal drummer, with each thump earning to be closer to the person.. Crushes hurt, that's why they call it a CRUSH!!!! GET IT! HAHAHA..... lame.... yeah, crushes hurt, and through out my whole life... there have been 4 girls that made my heart yearn to be close to them.... to be around them... and i will talk about them.... IN ANOTHER POST!! HAAHAAHAAAHAAHHA!!! You thought i would say it NOW!!! well, was planning to... BUT! I feel like this way is a lot more fun... SO STAY TUNE FOLKS! This random idiot will post it depending on his mode... oh and he will can post it best when he's in a bad mode....... LIKE SHIT MODE~

SAYOZZZ B's!!