Babble in curiosity

Right now imma let my instincts talk while i dazed away for a bit. I wonder what is it about me that keep.... wait, imma thinkin again. can't think, i gotta feel. gotta dabble in curiosity (gotta stay in topic and all, or imma just be doping away)... So, what am i writing? I wanna know what i wanna write about.

Maybe i should just warn you know that reading this post will may be a waste of your precious time, but considering you are still reading this post up to this sentence, then i'll entertain you for a little while longer. I want to know what is it i plan to do with my course of life. I could do anything, actually. I won't be good at it, but i know i'll learn on the job and then gain experience (just like in games~), and in time, i'll be good at it. They do say to get good at something, you gotta suck at it first.

Sigh, my mind wanders around like... like..pollen being swayed by the wind. Pollen..what was that one flower called again? Cauliflower? no wait, that's a vegetable...let me check google for a minute...ahh..damn, forgot what flower it was. A new simile, like a leaf on the wind (googled simile as well, sew me..well not literally).. I get blown around places, wandering around on where should i land.. but fate isn't so kind. The wind will just take me to another place and i'll still be shrouding in the unknown, mind filled with doubts, my hope replaced by uncertainty, my pride turned into longing..longing for a place to rest. It will allow me to rest, though. When the wind stops, I get a chance to see my resting place, my landing spot.

Is it the end? No, I will not submit to that. I remain curious once more. I don't plan to stop yet. How am i writing this? In present tense? In future tense? these sentences don't need tenses. tis a story. randomly weaved by a fool satisfying his fill on writing.

You did a good job reading until now. It means your curiosity is broad. you want to know things that you don't know of, you want to understand where this is going. Well, i got news for ya, this post ain't going nowhere, but it opens a certain something within ya. I'll tell you straight. My dear readers, you.are.a.Fool. You can take it as an insult if you want. only foolish people would ready what a foolish person writes. Only a fool can follow the babbles of a fool. And you are one (if you are still reading, then it pretty much proves it). You are like me. Unknown to the outside, wondering why? So you instead of sitting ya ass on the sofa, you started walking, journeying, reading, finding, discovering, answering and repeat. Satisfying your quench for knowledge, you started wandering and understanding your limits, your capability..your gift.

So congratulations, my foolish readers, i thank you for reading this far (again) and enjoy your new found personality. It will help you well in life. I don't guarantee it, but well..just see how it goes~

FINALLY!! It comes... the story i mean...

Well, It finally comes! You guys (whoever you are) have been patient with me for months now after i repeatedly say that i was gonna talk about them... WELL, I'm gonna let it out now... THE TRUTH!! THE PAIN AND THE STORY ABOUT ME ULTIMATE CRUSH (so far... who knows when i'm gonna have another one)!!!!

OK, we'll go with No.3 first since hers will be quicker..
Now, how should i start?
Ah, Here we go..
It was perhaps love at first sight....(stole this from me trial paper..never mind). Her name was Nur Amira Ibrahim(i think.. didn't payed much attention to the last part) and she was my third crush. How did we meet.. well, we were in the same class, and apparently falling for her was inevitable... even one my friends fell for her, and he was the religious one (not that it matters). So yeah... i got to know her and got comfortable with her, but i didn't act like how i would normally act like.. i was crazy for this girl to the point i actually swallowed down plastic just to impress her(didn't do shit, just made her think i was some sort of nut). Yeah, i was head over heels for her.. Till the fateful trip to Langkawi on which i heard from me friend that she was goin out with someone.... yeah, that totally just tore my heart out... I was soooooo STUPID to think i could go out with a girl like her... but i gotta try... After that, i tried confessing to her (which failed) and tried to forget her.. but that never happened till i heard she split with her boyfriend.. as soon as i heard about that, well, i felt happy, not cause she was single (and if ur reading this, i'm really sorry i was happy for ur break-up, not that i was, i was to hear about it and yeah.... I wasn't happy, that came out wrong, more like i wasn't happy for ur break-up... just i felt.. lighter.. yeah), but instantly at that moment..i just got over her.. half a month later, i met her again it felt great talking to her like a friend would..
SO that pretty much the story of mira.. besides the nicknames i always called her by (thought it was stupid and never did it again...), i left nothing out..

But now goes the story of one of my greatest, most painful crushes of all.... next time.... HAHHAHAHAHAH, THOUGHT I WOULD TELL U, WELL SUCK IT!! AHHAAHHAA... ahem.... sorry...

Story continues once the problem is sorted out.. waht problem... no fuckin idea, just know there's a problem and gotta sort it out first before me mind could write properly... anyways

ADIEU BITCHES~

And SO BEGINS ANOTHER TALe

Salutations non-believers, i may not know who you are, but the same could be said for all of you out there, reading this blog about a random idiot spouting random nonsense in his blog. Well, it's true i spout out nonsense from time to time (take my fellow comrade Shadow, she is an expert at random nonsense. A true recommendation for her blog if u wanna find something to kill time). I also write things, moments, trivial things that had happened in my life. Well, i still do. Because this is counted as a post, and that's what blogs do. Just something to write about when your in the mood or something like that. Do you notice the "ropes" i set up to check out other blogs? One of em is the inspiring awesomeness (awesomeness is a real word? cool) of my friend, Shadow the random artist. I call her Shadow instead of her other name, which i won't mention, for unnecessary reasons, for that is what she was called before. Because Shadow is an AWESOME NAME!!! Is it not? i mean look at this picture!


ITS AWESOME!! You can't see the guy and that's the way she wants it. Unknown but known to all. If your seeing the picture, you know what I'm talking about, unless there is no picture, it's just a picture of a shadow of a guy on a horse. But I'm just side-tracking right now. The title of this post is AND SO BEGINS ANOTHER TALE, and that is what I'm gonna do. Begin another tale. Not about my life. Not my friends. But a new and different tale. One for the books. This tale is called, "Fucked in the face".. HHAHAHA no, joking joking. A bit matured and rude wasn't that? ok the real title is called "APES". Don't be fooled. That title is short for "Awesome Private EyeS". Of course, it's not really private EyeS but private I's or investigators. And this is a story about 3, very different, very dark, characters. Think you've heard these three already? How about if i were to say one is a normal PI, one is a mutated worm that can change it's body size and is able to speak 10 different languages and one is a teenager trained to kill. Not exciting enough? How about i just say the PI was hot? Would that get your attention? Well now, since i just talked about the story, i hope i can continue it, with the guidance of my friends and family. Hopefully my school as well. ALL RIGHTY THEN!!! time to wraps this shit up. haha, THIS and SHIT both contain the same letters... HAHHA... ANYWAY, this would be the time i just shut up and finish up my post.

pleasant reading!